[ 4/24/2003 ]
Hello?Aliya [4/24/2003 04:33:00 AM]
[ 4/17/2003 ]
What the hell? None of my posts are being published after that weird pizza incident. Damn!!Aliya [4/17/2003 06:31:00 PM]
[ 4/15/2003 ]
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Oh no. My secret's out. How'd they know that??
Aliya [4/15/2003 04:06:00 AM]
[ 4/12/2003 ]
Bubble wrap is my friend!!Went over to Meenhaj's for dinner last night. It was pretty awesome. He said he made this new bass riff and he played it on his electric and the distortion thingum was on, but he played it anyway, and I told him it sounded more like a lead guitar thing and not a bass thing and we were both like, yay. Then I picked it up and, MAN, it's awesome. I swear. I mean, it's sorta like a Scorpions-Metallica-Black Sabbath riff. Very cool. So it got stuck in our heads and we kept singing it and I got home and kept playing it and I played it tons more this morning. Sigh. It's so damn awesome. Seriously. I can picture us on stage, and it's all dark, and he plays it and then I come in with the bass and then the drums and WHOO. Damn!
And I accidentally figured out how to play bits of Chop Suey.
I want an electric. And a bass. And drums. And a skateboard. And books. And a long black skirt. And a short black skirt. And permission to wear a short black skirt. And blue and black and green nailpolish. And contacts.
Ack. Tuition in about 3 hours. Gr.
Aliya [4/12/2003 07:11:00 PM]
[ 4/11/2003 ]
My back aches. As does my neck.Last night, I ordered pizza. It was my first time ordering. See, usually when we order pizza, someone else does it. Never me. So anyway, this girl picked up and she was really nice about me totally freaking out and not knowing what to order. Yes, I freaked out while ordering pizza. Sigh. Then after ordering 2 random pizzas, my mom came into the room and took the phone and completely changed the order. Then I told her to ask the girl if we'd get to keep the box, and my mom didn't get me, so I grabbed the phone and before she told me how long to wait, I was like, 'By the way, do I get to keep the box?' and I cracked up and she said yes and I cracked up more. Then I ran to my dad and told him everything and I was rolling around on the bed and everything and he was all "I don't get you" and my mom was still trying to understand what I was trying to say, then I called Sam and told her and I think she thought I was a retard, because I was.
AND THEN. I drank a huge mug of coffee at around 11 last night, so I'd stay up and do my homework, and my mom barged in around 12.30 and told me to go to bed. Geez. So I did. For about a half hour, then I got up, seeing as I couldn't bloody sleep. I did a bit more Math and SMSed Fiz until about 1.30 (he fell asleep after that), so I tried to sleep again. Obviously, I couldn't, so I lit this candle and did a bit more Math by candle-light. It's really nice. Then my eyes started hurting so I just lay in bed and stared at the flame. It's really cool how, if you're in a dark room and you keep staring at a small flame, everything around you turns green and slowly fades away. It's so surreal, and it feels like you're in a dream, and after a while, even blinking won't make everything come back and you feel all...surreal. It's amazing. So I did that for about another half hour, listening to Portishead. The music just added to the effect. Damn, it's crazy. Then I thought about a lot of crazy shit that's happening to me right now, then I sat at my desk and wrote bloody palindromes. Palindromes! Until 4 a.m.!! I must say, I came up with pretty good ones. Man. Well, yeah. I finally fell asleep at around 4.30 and woke up at 7.30.
Then I had, like, 2 ounces of milk for breakfast and started on my freakin Math again. I'm finally done with it.
I miss my brother.
Aliya [4/11/2003 04:26:00 AM]
[ 4/09/2003 ]
Okay, FINE. The Satanists inverted the upright pentagram/pentacle and adopted it as their own symbol in the 20th century. But they use it more commonly with a goat's head in the center. What's it? The Sign of Baphomet. Yeah. And the upright pentagram/pentacle is really cool. It originated as the symbol of the goddess Kore and was first used by Pythagoreans (yes, followers of that math dude) when they were driven underground. So this Kore chick was worshipped by the Gnostic Christians in Egypt. Then her symbol was highly regarded during the times of the Old Testament/Hebrew Scriptures, then the Celts, and then the Christians. THEN, during the burning times when the Christian church burned alive or hung hundreds of thousands of innocent people, the meaning of the pentagram changed. It began to symbolize a goat's head or the devil in the form of Baphomet. GEEZ.Speaking of religion...
I don't really believe that I believe in God. Or, in fact, 'God'. Or any organized religion, for that matter. Or... 'God'. 'GOD'. Ash believes 'God' is energy, and energy cannot be created or destroyed, so there. That's how we all have...become. Lord believes 'God' is consciousness. I believe 'God' is... I dunno. I believe religions that actually have 'sacred texts' or whatever - 'faith groups' - like Judaism, Islam, Christianity (which, if you didn't know, originated from Judaism) and Baha'i Faith (which originated from Islam) are...y'know...like, I dunno. Not as...whatsit as, like, Neopaganism, Buddhism, Unitarian-Universalism, Agnosticism, Atheism, Ethical Culturalism, Freethinking, Humanism, Rationalism, etc. In fact, I think Unitarian-Universalism, is excellent. It's a great philosophy.
Aliya [4/09/2003 09:23:00 PM] AND about 3 days ago, I turned my black shirt inside out and painted a pentagram on it in white. Well, I think it's a pentagram. It may not've been. It's just a star in a circle, but a pentagram is an inverted star in a circle. Or something like that. Meh.
Aliya [4/09/2003 08:21:00 PM] Hey! Brush your teeth!!
Megan came over 2 days ago. It was sorta boring at first because I kept making her listen to the songs I like and stuff. Then my mom came home and we had lunch and my mom went out again, so we walked to 7-11, which I think is pretty near, but Megan was dying 'cause she was wearing platforms and a long skirt and all and it was 3 bus-stops away and all... ANYWAY, so we got our Slurpees and candy and then took a cab back and played some guitar and looked through my closet and it started raining and we went downstairs to hang around AND we saw the cutest guy. So ladida and then we played in the playground in the rain and got all drenched and everything, then we went to the other playground to play on the swings and it was so fun 'cause we were all...having fun, but feeling pukey and all. Then we wanted to play on the lousy see-saw, but it started bloody raining again, so we went back up. Yeah, then we bummed and did freaky make up and took pictures with my Darth Vader mask on and crap. Then we ate dinner and bummed some more till my dad came home and ate dinner and then we went to drop her off home.
Well, see, after dropping her off, we were supposed to go to Meenhaj's house but no one was picking up at his house so we called his cell and it turned out he was out with his parents and all, so we ended up going to Nafis's house. Hm. Mmm. We watched some Animatrix thing, then he tried to brainwash his little cousin sister into thinking I was EVIL but she kept insisting that I was a good girl and he was a bad boy. Hah! They love me, sucker.
They love me...?
Aliya [4/09/2003 08:08:00 PM]
[ 4/06/2003 ]
So...It's been about a week since my first post. I'm really lazy. It's not my fault. Hmm...
Monday was fun. Megan's driver came and picked me up in the morning and took me to her house. Then Me and Megan went for lunch at ThanYing, this Thai restaurant at the Amara Hotel. It was Aunty Grandma (Megan's Grandma)'s 74th birthday. She so doesn't look it. Anyway, then we went back to Megan's house and got bitten by mosquitoes and Megan pulled the string of my wraparound skirt when I got on the tyre swing so I was holding on to the rope with one hand and holding my bloody skirt up with the other. Gr. Then we recorded Orange Punch (my hit song...muHA) on her computer and talked to Joel and picked out clothes for Megan to wear the next day to Nada's mom's fashion show.
Tuesday was fun, too. Me and Sam went to someone's house and 'studied'. Like, we were on the computer for a while, then Sam got a froody glitter tattoo on her arm and I got a superfroody black glitter tattoo at the corner of my eye. Two stars. Very cool. Then, we went to another room and read out, like, one and a half scenes from King Henry IV Part 1 and had Bailey's and listened to the Bloodhound Gang and played a bit of pool and stuff. Then we dropped Lit. and went to the back of the room and opened The Cabinet. The Cabinet. See, someone's brother had a party or something, and The Cabinet was stocked up with bottles and bottles of alcohol. So I tried a lot of them. I tried one which was good and strong. Forgot what it's called. 75.5% alcohol. WHOO YEAH. Then there was Tia Maria, which I haven't had since I was 10 or 11. Yay. And Bailey's. Must'nt forget the Bailey's. Oh yum. Yum. YUM.
Then Wednesday and Thursday sucked 'cause I was home all day.
Then Friday was fun again, because Me and Megan went "kite flying" which means we went ice-skating. I sucked, seeing as it was my first time (excluding the time in KL when I was clutching to the sides and walking on the ice). Actually, I was quite good. I mean, I only fell after about half an hour or so. On my ass. It. Hurt. Then I fell around the same spot on my arms this time. I mean, it was bad. I didn't bend my right arm, so my elbow bloody hurts now. Ow.
Saturday was uneventful, and so was today.
Well, I had math tuition today. And...that's it.
Aliya [4/06/2003 03:12:00 AM]